i used to like the name elyse ramadhani. i have NO idea what elyse in islam context. name itu adalah suci, it tells you a characteristic of the person. thats why i have a new name =) wan aafia alysya. meaning? the wise and beautiful thousand moon. heh. i saw the bills today. my goodness. [...]
Archive for November, 2009
16 Nov
engagement. 2011.
remember my goal of next year? my unrealistic goal of getting married next year. the purpose was to have babies. how can i have babies without thinking about money. so my realistic goal that i can control is. to get engaged in two years time. next year i will meet his parents. i bring him [...]
9 Nov
i smile.
i want to start smiling with teeth. i want to start thinking im beautiful that way. he thinks of that too =) and i just feel im hiding my real beauty. its time to be confident of my own body. smile ayuni. smile with teeth.
8 Nov
dear nenek, my facebook entry.
dear nenek, its been five months since you have passed on. i watched MJ the other day with dewi. we thought about you because you would be happy to see it. haha. anyways nenek, this letter is not about me blabbering again about my sadness or so. i would love to update you about my [...]
6 Nov
h1n1.
i will be very busy for these two weeks. WHY?! because the H1N1 stocks are arrived. been busy jabbing 20 vaccinations in a day. heh =) but i am happy. i realised i am a strong person no matter what so JIAYO! okays, better sleep. tomorrow expecting more patients, vacinnations =) but im glad im [...]
3 Nov
family is close.
my dad was right. sometimes the comfort of family is overwhelmingly comforting. i just wanted to stay home today. after upsetting my best friend, i am left quiet for the rest of the day. i feel like keeping quiet today because i no longer know what to say to what i feel. i cant even [...]